My dear Tari,
What’s up? How was your day? I always wish you and your
family are fine. Don’t forget to be thankful for what you have now, Tar,
include your health. I want to share my feeling now.
I will face my senior year this year. Yeah, I will graduate
from this school soon. But, before that, I have to face this next one year. A year
that will be full of struggle, sacrifice, happiness, and also sadness if I
remember that I will split from my friends faster. The biggest fear for me now
is, I can’t through this year well, so I can not achieve my dreams after
graduating from this senior high school. I’m afraid I can’t manage my time well
for studying, so I can’t show a good ‘performance’ in school. I’m afraid I will
be more sensitive and moody, so I probably can damage my relationship with my
friends and my juniors. This sensitive feelings may comes because of too many
demands for 12 graders later. I know it by noticing my seniors who will be
graduated soon from this school. I have not ready for a lot of change that I
will face in 12th grade later, including my time for having fun that
will be decreased after this.
But, I believe that there is no gain without pain. I have to
through this year with full of spirit so all of my fears will go away. I am
sure I can do it. All I need are only a bunch of spirit from myself, my
parents, my friends, struggle, hard work, sacrifice, and God’s blessing by
praying to Him every time. After all these pains, I am sure I will gain what I deserved.
I have to believe in my dreams. I want to be a student of Bandung Insitute of
Technology, Faculty of Industrial Technology, Engineering Management major. Yeah,
I know that is not easy. That is why I will not achieve that dream without any
struggle. I hope when you read this letter for the next time, you have achieved
your dreams and do not afraid with the obstacles. I always hope you will be
what you want to be. But always remember that Allah will give you the best as
long as you always keep yourself closer to Him. Good luck! Everyone is praying
for you!
With love,
Tari, your twin <3
