Happiness

When I was 5 years old, my life seems very simple. I played with my friends, do everything what I want, and I have no serious problem. My mom always said that my smile is better when I was 5 years old than now. I said, " Because I'm happier at that time than now, Mom. "

Everything changed. People changed. Problems come. But life is still about happiness. It will not changed and life must go on, whatever happens.

When I grew up, I realize that God gives me a lot of great things, that's why I have to be grateful. I have a happy family. My mom who always call me before I go to school and listen to my story about boys, school, and friendship. My dad who seems like he does not care about me, but actually he does. He always remind me about my preparation to go to school, even he is the one who remind my mother to call me every morning. They mad at me sometimes, but I realize that it's their other way to show that they love me. They are my everything. They love me and I love them too. It gives me happiness. I realize that when I was 5 years old, I will not realize this kind of things. All I know is just how to smile and laugh  by playing games with my friends. I did not know how to be grateful for this happy family.

I also have so many lovely friends now. We always laugh together, hang out together, share our problems, and solve those problems together. My friends is not like a shadow. Shadow will not exist when there is no sun. Shadow exist only in a bright condition. While my friends are always there, whatever the condition. They are there when I was at the lowest condition. They are there when I was happy so we can share our happiness, too. I'm happy for having them as my best friends. When I was 5 years old, I also have a lot of friends and we played together at my house. But just now I realized that they were not beside me when I cry because I lost my candies. They even laughed at me at that time. Once more, I'm happy I can grow up 'till now so I know what is real friends mean. I know the feelings when my 'real friends' are always beside me.

Now, when my mother said that my smile is better when I was 5 years old, I can say " Because it was all I can do. No wonder my smile is very beautiful. Because I just concern how to smile at that time, Mom. "

Although my smile is not as beautiful as before, but I am happy. See? Life is still about happiness, although you are not in the kindegarten anymore.